one of my best friends, c, is getting married on saturday. i feel like i am going through a mourning period. i really like the man she is marring. he is nice, funny, and a gentleman. he opens the door for me and asks if i would like a glass of water. there are truly so few gentlemen out there like him anymore. but yet i find myself mourning. i think it is because of 2 things. one, c and i have been so close in the past because we have been in similar places in life and could empathize with each other. i am not even close to getting married, so i don't know how the relating to each other thing is going to keep being so strong. and two, i'm kind of jealous. i'm not attracted to her soon to be hubby but i really wish i could have a man in my life like him... well, a man in my life like him that i was attracted to. i have a good guy friend who is a true gentleman as well, but there is no attraction. but there isn't. so i mourn.
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